I woke up

I woke up this morning with a burst of energy and lil pep in my step that had been missing all this week.  For some reason I couldn’t shake this feeling that was on my spirit.  I knew something was afoot, just didn’t know what it was.  Well, they always say be careful what you pray for.. because i’d just prayed for discernment in all my recent dealings(life and such).  Like clock work everything revealed it’s hand and i knew exactly where I stood and where to go from that point on.  I thanked the good Lord for what he’d imparted on me and took it as a charge to improve upon and keep being the best he had shaped me to be. Thanks!

Buttttt…as I was saying, this morning I woke up renewed.  My outfit reflects my attitude and i dubbed today Sha’s day.  Unlike my bday I shall be doing a few things by my lonesome.  These days it’s kinda hard for me to spend time alone because my friends rock awesomely..Let me retract that..I’ll be alone until about 7 pm lol..not including work..oh hell..i’ll be alone for a few hours but that’s still golden.  I’m leaving an hour early for my dentist appt. and then to the movies and then to a happy hour (Blue Sea Grill of course).

As I strode into work this morning my swagger/aura/attitude was undeniable.  I was on!  I walked into Starbuck’s and saw a former student of mines from a middle school I use to work at.  He was doing excellently and was about to graduate college(yeah im old) but anyway..lol I dropped my damn ipod..in the past month I’ve dropped my ipod more times than i can count.  I’m always frightened when that happens because the ipod was a gift in the first place.  My ex from a couple years back gave it to me as a gift..i dont have paper work the first for it, so it’s always a pain to contact him to ask him about it..tho these days we are alot more cool than we were in the past..but still..i just dont wanna bother.  I put my headphones back in and the sound..sounded muffled and warbled..i almost cried but i decided to let it rest and revisit it later.  Pray for Sha’s do hickey yall!

A dear friend of mines wants to hear about my battle with Bulimia..I’ll talk about that soon..but today is way to good of a day to reflect on the past..

keep it pushing yall.

~ by bewradley on July 24, 2008.